Everyone gets their favorite cake on their birthday, my dad gets German Chocolate. Somehow I am supposed to keep up the pretense that I love Plum Duff.
Just about the time I admitted that I didn't like Plum Duff, my parents started a new tradition. Every birthday morning breakfast, my dad would start in on me. How I have been unfocused in my life, and basically how I've failed. To make it worse, they still made my cake, but then refuse to say "Happy Birthday" until; the hour I was born, which is right before midnight. So I would cry all morning then think everyone had forgotten my birthday. I would lie in bed feeling like a complete failure and then my parents would come in my room with silly hats on and sing happy birthday. Then I would have to eat Plum Duff and pretend that I liked it.
To this day, as my birthday approaches, I catalog all of my failures and sink into depression until...midnight. Then I feel so guilty by the time I get the happy birthday call that I am dumbstruck. I am willing to eat some crappy British food as my hairshirt and then when they finally wish me a happy birthday, I can't even begin to say what I really want for my birthday because I feel grateful that at least someone remembered on Christmas Eve that it was also my birthday..
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